Apr 14, 2011

Dear Friends,

I'll be away from my blog and yours as well for a month, I going to Amman tomorrow (ان شاء الله) and other countries for a vacation to relax after hard two months.

I am going to miss you all, and really wish you all the best ,joy, happiness and  healthy wealthy life.

Um Omar faddeeli 7alek next Monday ma da5alni :$ and all whom like to see :D

And on this occasion I would like to thank you all for your kind support and lovely words during my rough days, you all were as my family on my loneliness and sadness days, I really appreciate our online friendship and I thanks Allah for the chance that has been given to me to know you all.

See you after a month :) wish me luck :) 

Apr 3, 2011

أفكار مكركبة

بعد خدمة اكثر من 3 سنوات في عام التدوين هذا المرة الأولى التى أشعر اني في حالة مطابقة لإسم مدونتي

افكار مكركبه

الصراحة ليس فقط هي افكار المكركبة و لكن انا نفسي في وضع مكركب

أيام بتمر بسريعة
و التغيير في الطريق
قله نوم و أكل غير صحي
تعب و سفر و ترتيب شنط
مشتريات و تحضيرات
فاضيه و معجوقة و عاجئة الناس معي

و الأهم الخوف

خوف و رهبه معبيه قلبي و راسي
طول عمري بعرف حالي خويفه و جبانه بس ما كنت متخيله لهالدرجة
و بدي اخبى هالخوف عن الناس فبروح بتمشكل مع حالي و مع الناس وبقلب الدنيا فوق راسي
و النتيجة بتكون انه خوفي بزيد مش بقل!

طب ليش انا خايفة ... طب من شو انا خايفة
مش عارفه
طب يعين شو متوقعة انه شي يصير
مش عارفه
طب ليش النظرة السوديه
برضوا مش عارفه

أفكار و أفكار بتدور في راسي و لا عارفه احكي عنها و لا عارفه ارتبها في راسي

حتى شغلى ما سلم من أفكاري المكركبة
مش عارفه اركز و لا عارفه اشتغل

اللي بعرفه حاليا اني نفسي أنام 12 ساعة متواصله

Mar 24, 2011

أخ يا قلبي

على ساعة نوم بهاللحظة
و على الهامش
العالم بشو و أنا بشو
وكأنه عايشه في كوكب أخر
الله يكون في عون الشعب الليبي و ينصره على من ظلمه سنين طويلة
هذا بذكرنا نحمد الله على نعمة الأمن و الأمان اللي عايشين فيها

Mar 21, 2011

Be careful !

Dear Bloggers and Friends,

Please be carefule, because there is a spy among us

But a friendly spy, and will be soon a new blogger


اظهر و بان عليك الأمان

I upset my mum :(

The guilt is killing me :(

Yesterday I and my mam went for shopping, and while we were on our way I was so stressed and bothered from an issue that it always makes me nerves when it is raised. So i said not a nice thing :( I swear by Allah i didn't mean it :( and directly I apologized! and as usual my kind mum said "I know u passed through a tough time and you are under a big stressed nowadays so I understand your disturbance" she smiled and we completed our successfully shopping trip.

But I am still feeling so bad :( especially it is before one day from mother's day :( It is rather to make her happy and gain her reda i upset her :(

I know I am over react yet cannot stop blaming myself :( may be because I feel I'll be busy away from her in my life or may be because i feel i am not going to see her as i used previously :( Ya rabb I am really so stressed :(

Mam, I am really sorry please forgive me
Mam, I love you so much

I feel wanna cry ;(

Happy Mother's day mam

Mar 20, 2011

I am Tagged ... If I were !!!

I'v been tagged by sweet Whisper :D


If I were a month, I’d be August
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Monday
If I were a time of day, I’d be 07:00 am
If I were a planet, I’d be Earth
If I were an animal, I'd be a Bird
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be Winter
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Piano
If I were a colour, I’d be Baby Blue
If I were an element, I’d be Oxygen
If I were a car, I’d be a Bentley :D
If I were a food, I’d be Pasta
If I were a place, I’d be a Lake
If I were a material, I’d be Silk
If I were a taste, I’d be Sweet
If I were a scent, I'd be Jasmine
If I were an item of clothing, I’d be a Shawl
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a Shy
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Warm Slippers (منتوفلي *_O)
If I were a song, I’d be "غيرت حياتي بحيك ليٌه .. وغيرتني وياك"
If I were a body part, I’d be Eyes
If I were an emotion, I’d be Hopefully
If I were a fruit, I’d be ش Cherry
If I were a sound, I'd be Sound of the Rain
If I were a direction, I’d be Right
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Couch
If I were a liquid, I’d be Water
If I were a gemstone, I'd be Ruby
If I were a tree, I’d be a Palm
If I were a tool, I’d be a Warmer
If I were a flower, I’d be a Tulip

Ah finally I am done long tag ×_× but really nice one :D

Now I will Tag :)

Nmroodeh
W7l
Rare - I know it is not a suitable time; but really i wish if you can do it to get over your sorrow.