I have to study *_O

I have a problem!!!
I realized recently that there is an enmity between me and studying!!

Each time I try to think just only thinking to open the book then all happy and ugly thoughts come to my mind and a war starts in my mind for hours just to prevent me from doing that o_O and I get an extra energy -I don’t know from where!!!- to do everything I have to do and everything I don't have to do!!! except opening that damn book O_o and usually it ends sleeping on the book without reading one line

I have to study