Aug 31, 2007

Lonely am I

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I, that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife

Lonely is this court room
Lonely is my sentence
So lonely am I that I ask for repentance

8 comments:

  1. i feel lonely sometimes..

    sometimes u cna be sorrounded by friends..family and everyone..yet..ur not happy and u feel lonely..

    but if u think about it..we are never lonely

    unless ur heart is departing from Faith....

    get closer to Allah..read the quran..pray for guidance..

    and beleive things will be better and insha Allah it will be better..

    even on ur worse days..just SmilE

    and i am sure u will feel a lil better

    on those lonely days and nights ..just say

    إن الله معنا..توكلت على الله رب العالمين

    and i am sure insha Allah..things will just get better..

    ^____________________^

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  2. the only good thing of me is that i am smiling and laughing all the times infront of ppl (not in my blog :D)i don't like to feel weak especially in work, really i always thanks Allah for his gift that he gave me the power to hide my pains.

    your words make me feel comfortable, and as you said i have to trust in Allah more, and pray more, insha'allah i'll start in Ramadan :)

    Allah ye7meeki :wardeh:

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  3. Lonliness is a state of mind, you can be lonely in a room full of people and vice versa...

    Cheer up ;)

    O

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  4. Hey Again..

    I agree with Mr.O

    if u think ur alone..then ur alone

    if u think ur unhappy..then ur unhappy

    i know what u mean when u say u laugh infront of everyone..but within ur suffering

    i do that too..actually i think many ppl do that..its a way or surviving..

    i was brought up to think that crying is weakness..i don't necessarly think that but, like you, for me its hard to cry and show my pain infront of others..

    trust me..what u feel is normal..its just a period in ur life and i am sure soon ..things will change..try making some changes in ur life..meet new ppl..think positively..

    do things u never imagined doing..like skating..or drawing..even if ur not that good..

    trust me..sometimes..taمking about these thingس , even strangers, makes u feel better..: )

    and remember..Every thing happens for a reason..

    sometimes when i feel sad..i look at the mirror..( I know this sounds crazy but it works) and I say..woOw ur beautiful..ur great..and i simply smile..and i laugh about it..cuz it sounds silly but it works ^__^

    إلى اللقاء

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  5. hey Mr. O :)

    Thanks for bypass my blog :)

    yes this actually my situation i feel lonely even when i am surrounded with friends and family :( i hate this feeling and trying to get rid of it but till now i didn't success :( hope i can soon

    Thanks friend :wardeh:

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  6. spring-rain

    u cannot imagine how those words make my feel

    "its just a period in ur life and i am sure soon ..things will change"

    i felt optimized when i read them :HUG TO A GREAT SPRING-RAIN:

    i always did strange things :) i am now trying to fix 1000 pice puzzle :)) sometimes coloring in kids coloring books :) me and my nephews and nieces :)

    the problem is that i don't know the reason of my life :( why i am alive for what? actually i feel 3aleh 3ala el moshtama3a w 3ala my family i feel useless and no reason to my life :( it is really i hard feeling :(

    Allah be3een

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  7. I dont Know What To Say ...

    Well Dear, Being Lonely Is A Relative Issue ... You Can Be Surrounded By Hundreds Of PPL , Yet You Feel Lonely ... On The Other Hand , You Can Be Alone At Home But Accompanied With Your Thpoughts , I Mean The Postive And Happy Thoughts ... Got Me ??

    Feeling Lonely Is A Mind Game , Dont Let Your Mind Beat You In It ...

    Blesses

    LUNAR.

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  8. Hey Lunar,

    I am already inside my loneliness now, each time i try to go out it pulls me so hard inside it again.

    sometimes i feel there is something wrong with my personlity!! is it the sensitivity or the weakness that drove me to this situation?! I don't now:(

    the only thing i know right now that me and my loneliness become mates :(

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