I don’t belong to this world anymore
Yes it is a nice world filled of peace, happiness and hopes
But there's something wrong
I know it's in my head
it won't leave
Yes it is a nice world filled of peace, happiness and hopes
But there's something wrong
I know it's in my head
it won't leave
I want it all to end
I don't want to live
I don't want to live
I don't want to breathe
I don't want to smile
I don't want to cry
I don't want to know how unhappy I am
I'll put on my fake smile
So you will never know how unhappy I am.
I don't want to smile
I don't want to cry
I don't want to know how unhappy I am
I'll put on my fake smile
So you will never know how unhappy I am.
i think many ppl at one point or another feel that they don't belong..
ReplyDeletesometimes its a natural process because of the changes ppl go through..
don't say u don't wanna live..this is a blessing that many ppl don't have..Living! you have the chance and the power insha Allah to become a better muslim & a better person...
i know what u mean by fake smile..sometimes i do that too to hide and cover my sadness and pain..
look for the answers in ur heart..they say: life is not about focusing on the problem..it is about finding solutions..the key to the problem and the answer is in ur hands..and ur heart..
sadness, pain and anger are just symptoms..ask ur self..why do i feel unhappy..? there must be a reason..and try to solve that reason ..u can do it..don't worry..twakly 3la Allah & beleive in ur self
Be hapPy dear .. ^___^
things will change insha Allah
Sometimes feeling numb and apathetic could be a solution to face disappointments in our life.. it's like when you don't show any reaction and let things go the way they go… bs la emta?!
ReplyDeleteWe should try to see disappointments as challenges that shape our personality. As spring-Rain said, living is a blessing and a chance to pray to Allah la nkafer 3n thnoobna..
اذا الدنيا ما كانت لصالحنا.. خلينا نستغلها و نعمل لآخرتنا
ربنا بياخد من جهة و بعوض من جهة
You don't need to draw a smile on your face all the time, but you should choose to not let sadness and negative thoughts eat your sweet soul..
m3 eno you a have a cute smile ;)
:wardeh:
Dear Spring-Rain,
ReplyDeleteI really appreciate your reading to my posts :wardeh:
My problem is that i know the reasons for my sadness and pain and i cannot find a solution for this situation, the only thing that i can do is waiting a mercy from Allah, nor me or anyone can pull me from this darkness, Allah yesbrna yarab.
wish u my friend all the happiness and successful in you life
I am really glad that i have the chance to know great and kind person like you.
Bless U :wardeh:
ramrooom sweet ramrooom :HUG:
ReplyDeletethat what i was trying to do in my life to change the disappointments to be challenges, but sometimes the weakness win this challenge :(
I am working on my faith, i want to be closer to Allah, but also in this the depression try to open the gap between me and Allah :( Allah Yehdeena ya rab.
btw: i cannot hide my smile specially in front of cute ppl like you :)
Bless U :wardeh:
Who told you that the world is filled with peace , happiness ..etc ??
ReplyDeleteMy Sis, Like i told u before , its a relative thing .. ur mind controls ur point of view for the while world ...
If ur thoughts were nrgative then u will see nothing good in the whole world , and vice versus...
BTW , I like ur Blog home page :shy:
Take Care Sis and God Bless U...
LUNAR..
it is not about seeing the world negative or ugliness, it is about i feel myself different than other ppl :(
ReplyDeletesometime i cannot manage my life in this world, i am trying to be positive bass mesh 3arfeh keef O_o,
the time went and leave me behind it in a dreamy world :(
I am so glad that you like it :p
Allah yes3edak ya rab :give:
Salam
ReplyDeleteMy words might sound crul , but i must write them down ..
Before the issue you have been through lately , you were feeling different , right ??
you felt that you own the whole world in one hand only , right ??
what cahnged now ?? you will tell me that ur heart is dead and u wont see the happiness ever again ... well, fine .. go and burry urself while u still breathing ... it wont make any difference than ur current status..
Little Whisper ..
Dont Kill Yourself With Such An Attitude , Believe me , I have been in depression (and it hits me every once on a while) , believe me , depression wont change anything at all...
Sorry for the crul words ,
Bless You Sis.
LUNAR.
don't say sorry ur words are so true
ReplyDeletei'll come back with my comments, i am speechless now
~sigh~