My heart beats are like a knife rip my body

This week was awful, i didn't stop crying for no reasons, just i feel depressed so much depressed. i couldn't life into this world anymore. Sometimes i feel that i want to quit from my work and set in my room waiting for my death day, i got tried from this life, my life is meaningless, hopeless and miserable.

اليوم اول يوم بحياتي بلبس شيله يعني قال تغيير بصراحة هو انا زهقت من حجاب الاميرة طلع من عيوني بس مريح لشو الحكي بس و الله لهلأ وضعي مع الشيلة مستاتب و ما في مشاكل و بصورة عامة حاسسته حلو و الاحلى من هيك زبط معي من اول مرة الصبح و ما غلبني


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not too long ago
my dreams spread wings
sat upon the seat of a heart’s throne
that was long before the plane crash
reminding my soul good times never last
I remember the storm of sadness that flew into
every moment my soul was granted its breath

if I should remember vivid memories of the past
gather the scent of pure ecstasy that engulfed us
I can’t wipe away sad tears of lost affection—

and now
that hollowness which drowned my heart
left my memory with broken wings

Headache

Yeah headache but it is not the normal headache that all people suffer from even me in the normal situation, this kind of headache is so different I feel a pressure on the top of my head as 10 tons of rocks over my head, I call it the depression headache because it comes only when I feel helpless and upset.

I hate this kind of headache; it is more painful than the normal one.

Take me back to my boat on the river
I need to go down, I need to come down
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I wont cry out any more
Time stands still as I gaze in her waters
She eases me down, touching me gently
With the waters that flow past my boat on the river
So I dont cry out anymore

Oh the river is wide
The river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
And all roads lead to tranquillity base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me down to my boat on the river
And I wont cry out anymore

Oh the river is deep
The river it touches my life like the waves on the sand
And all roads lead to tranquillity base
Where the frown on my face disappears
Take me down to my boat on the river
I need to go down, with you let me go down
Take me back to my boat on the river
And I wont cry out anymore
And I wont cry out anymore
And I wont cry out anymore

Boat on the River

Down by the sea

Take my hand and walk with me down by the sea and leave your worries behind you, to ease our trouble minds and lose ourselves in love for a day. Let’s fade our fears away within the essence of our romance under the moonlight singing our very own love song.

Take my hand and walk with me let’s sing love songs down by the sea ~sigh~

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