I upset my mum :(

The guilt is killing me :(

Yesterday I and my mam went for shopping, and while we were on our way I was so stressed and bothered from an issue that it always makes me nerves when it is raised. So i said not a nice thing :( I swear by Allah i didn't mean it :( and directly I apologized! and as usual my kind mum said "I know u passed through a tough time and you are under a big stressed nowadays so I understand your disturbance" she smiled and we completed our successfully shopping trip.

But I am still feeling so bad :( especially it is before one day from mother's day :( It is rather to make her happy and gain her reda i upset her :(

I know I am over react yet cannot stop blaming myself :( may be because I feel I'll be busy away from her in my life or may be because i feel i am not going to see her as i used previously :( Ya rabb I am really so stressed :(

Mam, I am really sorry please forgive me
Mam, I love you so much

I feel wanna cry ;(

Happy Mother's day mam

I am Tagged ... If I were !!!

I'v been tagged by sweet Whisper :D


If I were a month, I’d be August
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Monday
If I were a time of day, I’d be 07:00 am
If I were a planet, I’d be Earth
If I were an animal, I'd be a Bird
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be Winter
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a Piano
If I were a colour, I’d be Baby Blue
If I were an element, I’d be Oxygen
If I were a car, I’d be a Bentley :D
If I were a food, I’d be Pasta
If I were a place, I’d be a Lake
If I were a material, I’d be Silk
If I were a taste, I’d be Sweet
If I were a scent, I'd be Jasmine
If I were an item of clothing, I’d be a Shawl
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a Shy
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be Warm Slippers (منتوفلي *_O)
If I were a song, I’d be "غيرت حياتي بحيك ليٌه .. وغيرتني وياك"
If I were a body part, I’d be Eyes
If I were an emotion, I’d be Hopefully
If I were a fruit, I’d be ش Cherry
If I were a sound, I'd be Sound of the Rain
If I were a direction, I’d be Right
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a Couch
If I were a liquid, I’d be Water
If I were a gemstone, I'd be Ruby
If I were a tree, I’d be a Palm
If I were a tool, I’d be a Warmer
If I were a flower, I’d be a Tulip

Ah finally I am done long tag ×_× but really nice one :D

Now I will Tag :)

Nmroodeh
W7l
Rare - I know it is not a suitable time; but really i wish if you can do it to get over your sorrow.

I can see in colors

I learned that "Life holds many beautiful surprises" :)

Not as usual

On a morning like today, it's easy to let any small issue or word make me blue !

Today I missed my shining morning and I missed my smile!

But I recalled them with a Galaxy Chocolate bar :D

P.S. This is the first time i realized that "I am a jealous girl" !

In my mind this morning

بلغه يا قمر إذ ينشر الخبر

أني غداة غد يغتالني السهر

يا ليت يجمعنا للحب موعدنا

فالشوق يزرعنا و البعد يحصدنا

ولهان ينتظر و الشوق يستعر

البيد تعرفه و الليل و القمر

اللهم بارك لنا في يومنا هذا

اللهم اجعل في يومنا هذا الصلاح و الفلاح و النجاح و آتنا خيره و نصره و فتحه و نوره و بركته و هداه و خير ما بعده و أعذنا شره و شر ما فيه و شر ما قبله و شر ما بعده

اللهم انا نسألك في هذا اليوم رحمة من عندك تهدى بها قلوبنا و تزكى بها أعمالنا و تلهمنا بها رشدنا و تصلح بها أحوالنا و تذهب بها همومنا

اللهم سدد خطانا في هذا اليوم و ألهمنا الصواب و أقدر لنا الخير و يسره لنا و بارك لنا فيه و رضنا به

اللهم اجعل عملنا فيه عملنا مباركا و ارزقنا فيه الخير كله عاجله و اجله

اللهم اجعل يومنا هذا خيرا من أمسنا و اجعل غدنا خيرا من يومنا

اللهم لا مانع لما أعطية و لا معطي لما منعة بيدك الخير و انت على كل شيء قدير

ربنا تقبل منا انك انت أنت السميع العليم و تب علينا انك أنت التواب الرحيم و اغفر لنا انك أنت الغفور الرحيم و اختم لنا بالصالحات أعمالنا يا رب العالمين

يا ارحم الراحمين

صباح يوم جديد

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